Still sick and tired

I could just copy my previous post, change the date and it all amounts to the same. Except now you can add "went to dentist and need root canal" to that. I got something for the pain but now I need to go see a specialist. The filling fell out a month ago and it really wasn't bothering me until this week when I got bad cold. Then it just sort of escalated from there.

But the good news is, I sold my car finally which was a big load off my mind. And I'm taking a mini-break this weekend which is much needed. Work has been the most unbelieveable chaos I could have imagined. I have never worked in such chaos and frenzy in my entire life. I could best describe my days now as "overwhelming." But with all the changes we have been on target for all year and a merger pending on the horizon, the chaos I can only expect to continue.

It's funny because, in the end anyone involved in this merger, integration and so forth can say they really did something special and unique. So why does it feel so pointless and thankless?